life is a mystery

You are no longer worth anything in my eyes
I wonder from what deriction I looked on you
To see all that, why didn't i realize what you wanted
I use to look straight across empty words

I'm sorry for what Ive done
What you did was worse
But that doesn't make me feel better
You started it
and I ended it
But i did still
... let it go

How could I?
I dont know
Have no reason
I messed it up

Tears fall along my cheek
To much power to stop fight
To weak breath to blow out
the burning flame inside of me

I did care about you long way ago
but not any more, i do not care
But i still feel bad I let you be
with this idiot you think treating
you a good way, I feel like a bad
person after what ive done to you
that is a horrible thing but you
does still take the fucking price